Tuesday, September 1, 2009
"Communicate. Communicate. Communicate."
For many, the summer has ended as school has begun. That means our ministries are also in the process of beginning as well. In the course of my Listening Sessions, people have made it clear that they wish for more communication in order to know what is going on in the various ministries and how to get involved. There are many ways we will be trying to meet that desire.
First way we will try to increase our communication is the weekly bulletin. Starting last week and going forward, it has doubled in size in order allow for more information about more ministries to be published. Secondly, our parish has a Facebook and Twitter page whereby people with computers can get the latest information and have conversations about their lives and faith. Also, I have been working up a draft for a new version of our web page where these tools and others can be easily reached. All staff now have a consistent e-mail address which should make it easier to contact any of us. Our e-mail addresses now begin with the first letter of our first name followed by their full last name and end with our church internet name. For example, my new e-mail is wholtzinger@stannechurch.com. The only exception to that rule is our office where the address is office@stannechurch.com. We will eventually put all this information on the cover of our bulletin.
In the coming weeks, I will offer a summary in the bulletin about the common themes I heard in the Listening Sessions. I will also be meeting with the Pastoral Council to reflect on these themes and how they resonate with our Parish Mission Statement and Pastoral Plan making changes if needed. Overall, the Listening Sessions were very positive and reflected an amazing amount of love, dedication, and participation on the part of parishioners in the varied ministries of the parish.
I look forward to the days ahead, and again ask your patience if somethings take a while to implement. Any changes can cause stress. I ask that you continually send to prayer the activities of our parish and especially the staff who are central to so many of these ministries. We may not always agree about how to accomplish something, but with greater communication, we will more likely be able to more fully understand our differences as well as commonalities. I pledge to do my best to communicate as much as possible with charity. I ask you to do the same.
Blessings,
Fr. William Holtzinger
Pastor
Monday, August 17, 2009
"The Heavens Proclaim the Greatness of the Lord"
As I've already made clear, I am a geek. But my geekyness isn't solely in the area of computers. It is also in the area of science, specifically astronomy.
It all began as a child. I remember the Apollo mission blasting off at night for a rendezvous with the moon. Any kind of space show or movie really caught my eye. When "Star Wars" came on the scene, well, let's just say I went into overdrive. Would you believe that I dressed up as Darth Vader one Halloween? Ask my sisters if you want to know more scoop on that. In Junior High I took every astronomy and aviation class that was offered. I loved it. But after that, other things caught my attention. It wasn't until almost 20 years later, as a seminarian intern, that I rekindled my passion in astronomy. As I read and learned more, I found out that the science of astronomy has a great debt to the Catholic Church. So, when I graduated from seminary and was ordained, I pooled all my monitary gifts into buying a telescope. I bought what is called a dobsonian mounted reflector, and I have it to this day.
Each summer since being ordained, I have made the trek to Central Oregon to a high plateau just East of Prineville wit

Astronomy reminds me of how big is and how small I am, yet God loves me all the same. It makes me wonder about life on other worlds in the universe. I wonder about the size of things. I am reminded of Psalm 19:1 where we read "the heavens declare the glory of God." I stand in a much more humble place for gazing to the heavens. It is simply amazing how complex and violent it is. Its beauty is beyond my description. I could go on and on.
If you are interested in learning about astronomy but feel too inept or intimidated to take a class on it, try the book that restarted it for me, "Secrets of the Night Sky: The Most Amazing Things in the Universe You Can See with the Naked Eye by Bob Berman. Mr. Berman u

Blessings,
Fr. William Holtzinger
Pastor
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Priest and Geek
One month down and I am learning a lot in my new assignment. Being the pastor of three churches, one main parish and two missions, along with an associated school is an intimidating thing. However, the people are incredibly friendly and have been very helpful in the process of making me feel at home. I continue to meet with groups for what I am calling "Listening Sessions." In these meetings, I desire to understand the hopes and dreams of the faith community. One question that has come to me has been where people can have access to each week's homilies. Well, let me help you out.
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I've also begun several other podcasts as well which include the "Mysteries of the Mass" podcast where I explain the various parts of the Mass and reflect on liturgical theology, the "Pilgrim Cast," where one can listen to the reflections done during my pilgrimage to the Holy Land in 2007, "Fr. Geek's Video Podcast," which is a variety of informative and funny videos, and "Catholic Talk," where one can listen to reflections by various theologians about the fiath. These are just just some of the podcasts I have

In the podcasting and geek community, a common logo is shared which indicates that either an audio or video podcast can be found. It is illustrated on the right. By clicking on simple icons such as these, one can have access to all sorts of wonderful and rich media. I subscribe to many podcasts, and in fact, I have almost stopped listening to the

Since 2005, I have been producing the St. Anthony's Podcast. I hope that my continuing endeavor to provide this ministry will enhance your own faith journey. If you have any questions or would like to contact me, I also have a listener feedback line: 503-213-3115.
Finally, don't hesitate to check out my recommended podcast page for other wonderful productions by others whom I highly recommend.
Blessings,
Fr. William Holtzinger
Pastor
Sunday, July 26, 2009
"New Living Space for Parochial Vicar"
God bless you all! Both I and Fr. Paschal, our new parochial vicar, continue to feel so welcomed due to your amazing hospitality. It has made both our transitions that much easier. For Fr. Paschal, I believe, the transition has been much more of a challenge. This is only his second year in the United States, and the cultural differences are broad and deep. Again, thank you for welcoming Fr. Paschal as you have.
Last week I spoke about a shift in living accommodations for Fr. Paschal at the Masses at which I presided, and it was announced by the lectors when I wasn’t there. In the spirit of transparency, please let me offer this to you again. I have decided, in mutual agreement with Fr. Paschal and the Administrative Council, that the parochial vicar, currently, Fr. Paschal, should be given his own living quarters. This means that last week, Fr. Paschal moved into a nearby apartment on his own.
In the past, the priest have lived together at the parish house. I am fully aware that our parish is used to this. I am also fully aware that Msgr. Moys and past parochial vicars have struggled with this arrangement which has sometimes added to the tensions between them. It is the Archdiocesan standard today that each priest must have his own private bedroom and private office apart from the offices of the parish. The parish house violates this standard when two priests occupy the house. When the vicar of clergy traveled to Grants Pass for his own listening session prior to July, he recommended this change. On the part of Fr. Paschal, he has been requesting this change since before he arrived at our parish. For any pastor, it is problematic to live with one of his employees. Such a distinction (ref. the term “employee”) may be lost on some, since many still believe that “we priests are supposed to live together.” This is only true for religious order priests who make vows to a communal way of life. Diocesan priests make no such promise. Another troubling issue is the reality that our priests cannot privately host their own families or anyone else without it becoming, at some level, intrusive to the guests and the other resident priest. These are the main reasons we have chosen to give Fr. Paschal his own living quarters apart from the parish house. This decision brings our parish back into compliance with the Archdiocesan standards and will be the policy going forward for the priests who will come to us in the future.
The financial impact of this change has been accounted for, and I pledge to you that I, along with the Administrative Council, will strive to be the best stewards of the funds of the parish. If you have any questions, don’t hesitate to talk with me, Fr. Paschal, or any of the Administrative Council member. If you ask Fr. Paschal, you will quickly find that he is very happy and thankful that this accommodation was made possible.
Remember to pray for us, your priests, that we will always stay focused on Christ and find peace and joy so that we may be about the mission of our Church. I believe that this new policy will go a long way to create a more life-giving situation for all our priests in the future.
Blessings,
Fr. William Holtzinger
Pastor
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Parish House Renovation
Once again, thank you for you amazing support and love for me and Fr. Paschal. We have felt very welcomed here in the past three weeks. In the process of moving in, it became apparent that not only was there need for deep cleaning of the parish house, but even beyond that, it became clear that basic maintenance had been deferred for many years. So, after consultation with various parishioners, I decided that we need to begin the process of fixing these issues as well as updating others. To that end, maintenance and remodeling work has begun. Some items will be rather involved while others are very small and could be remedied by the rallying of parishioners with specific skill-sets. At this point, the parish has footed the initial costs including new beds for the priests. Much of the subsequent work has been funded by private donors which includes myself. I am very aware of the financial situation of the parish and will do whatever I can to mitigate costs.
The parish house should be a place of re-creation for the priests, not a lavish vacation spot, but somewhere that the priests can go to be at peace as well as welcome guests such as family. Each of us can understand the importance of having a place we call home. The goal of this project will be to make the parish house a more inviting space for the clergy of our parish. I must admit that this project is a difficult one to propose since it immediately effects myself. But, I also know that any work done in a home is intended to increase the livability for the future. I believe that some things are in great need to be attended to before there is a safety issue or the cost of repair becomes exorbitant.
This is where you come in. I want to invite you to consider making a donation to the parish house renovation. As I said earlier, several parishioners have already made monetary gifts that have begun the project. I consider it only responsible that I do the same. But these gifts, though very gracious, won’t be sufficient to complete the project. We will not be creating new envelopes nor making a second collection, but instead, if you want to help me in this venture, I ask that you simply come to the office and make your offering there. The donated funds will be restricted solely for the parish house project.
Thank you so much for your amazing generosity. Your reputation has been proven to be very true. I look forward to many years of ministry with you. May God bless your kindness and fill you with amazing grace.
Blessings,
Fr. William Holtzinger
Pastor
Saturday, July 11, 2009
"The New Pastor Has Landed, Sort Of."
This week has been a whirlwind of activity. Th

As I mentioned at the installation Mass, I will be seeking out many of you to consider your hopes and dreams. In that process, I hope that I will be able to more fully come to know t

Blessings,
Fr. William Holtzinger
Monday, June 22, 2009
"God Be With You"
As of this week, St. Anthony’s ends a chapter in her history only to begin a new one. On the first of July 1, I will be leaving St. Anthony’s to become the pastor of St. Anne’s in Grants Pass. On that same day, your new pastor, Fr. Jeff Meeuwsen, will begin his first appointment as a pastor here at St. Anthony’s. These changes are always difficult for the priests and communities involved. I know that Fr. Jeff will receive the warmest of welcomes akin to how you welcomed me. He is a fantastic priest. I know you will quickly come to love him. Indeed, many of you already do since you are related. The Meeuwsen name is right up there with Van Dyke, Vandehey, etc. You are receiving one of your own local boys.
I have so many memories that I will take with me. Some have been sad and stressful, but these are far and few between. Overwhelmingly, are the times of joy and amazement at the greatness of God’s work amidst all of you. It has been truly a privilege to be your shepherd these past seven years. I arrived on the coattails of controversy when stability was needed. I believe I offered that. In my tenure, I believe it is fair to say that the amount of involvement and number of ministries has expanded. I inherited a great staff and have tried to continue that excellence as I hired new members. Our youth have found a renewed involvement and our Hispanic community has grown, moving from guest to host in our community. St. Anthony’s is and will continue to be the jewel of the Archdiocese. I will take all my experiences and lessons from here and share them with my new community in the south.
Please pray for me. My new assignment is daunting. The sheer complexity makes me hesitate. But, I know that God is in control and has a plan. I trust in his providence and love. This is no pollyannish thing, but one founded in the events that have taken place here at St. Anthony’s. I have been witness to many miracles, and they simply confirm that God is at work and is very interested in our lives.
Please pray for Fr. Jeff. One’s first role as pastor is difficult no matter where it is. Yet, I believe that he will find St. Anthony’s to be a life-giving place to do ministry. I know that you will teach him as you did me. I know that you will love him as you did me.
Finally, I say goodbye, a term derived from the phrase, “God be with you.” I leave with a heavy heart for myself and you, but a joyful heart for all the things God is going to do for all of us. God is so loving and has great plans. Let us all go headlong into this new chapter of our lives confident in God’s loving care.
Blessings,
Fr. William Holtzinger
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Saying Goodbye to Sr. Juana!
It was nine short years ago when Sr. Juana Gutierrez, S.S.M.O., joined the pastoral team here at St. Anthony's as the Coordinator of Hispanic Ministry. This June 13th, she will be leaving us to return to her community in Beaverton. I will miss her smile, her infectious laugh, and her evangelical passion for our Lord Jesus amidst our community. Her level of energy, dedication, as well as her periodic moments of playful curiosity and trouble making will be sorely missed by all.
At first, Sr. Juana worked a minimal number of hours. In time, we found her service so effective as well as the nee
ds of the Hispanic Community growing so quickly that we needed to do whatever we could to increase her time at the parish. So, incrementally we increased her hours until she was full time. Sr. Juana has never sought out anything for herself, but truly desired to serve the community of St. Anthony's. I will always appreciate her candor when talking about issues as well as her clarity of faith in God's providential care for the community. She was never afraid to get directly involved with any needed project. She was all in. I know she worries about the future of the Hispanic Community when she lea
ves, but is also very aware of God's providential care. I have learned a lot from her including her desire to fight for justice and docility to the Spirit at work in the community.
Since the announcement of her departure was made known, we have been searching for a person who can follow
in her footsteps. We've posted ads all over, but have found it exceedingly difficult to find just the right person. It makes it all the more painful to realize how good we've had it with her as the Coordinator of Hispanic Ministry. Please pray for our Search Committee as we seek out her replacement.
On June 13th after our 5:30 pm Mass, all are invited to a potluck farewell party to say goodbye to Sr. Juana. More information will be forthcoming which I will add to the end of this blog when available. Keep your eyes peeled on our bulletin for more details.
Thank you, Sr. Juana, for all you've taught us. Thank you for your witness of service to our Lord. Thank you also for gently correcting my bad Spanish when I needed it... believe me I still need it.
Well done, good and faithful servant (cf. Matt. 25:23). Well done!
Blessings,
Fr. William Holtzinger
Pastor
Friday, May 1, 2009
Welcome Fr. Jeff Meeuwsen: Our New Pastor!
Dear Parishioners,
Houston, we have a pastor... er, um... St. Anthony's, we have the name of our new pastor: Fr. Jeff Meeuwsen, born and raised just next door in Roy, OR. Here's a brief bio. offered from our Archdiocese newspaper, the Catholic Sentinel:
Reverend Mr. Jeff A. Meeuwsen was born in 1977 in Hillsboro. He is the son of Allen “Sam” H. and Kelleen Meeuwsen. He is one of four children. Jeff attended elementary school at St. Francis of Assisi school in Roy and graduated from Valley Catholic High School. He attended Gonzaga University in Spokane, and graduated with a Bachelor of Arts degree in Religious Studies in 1999. He taught at Visitation School in Verboort prior to entry into Mount Angel Seminary. As part of his ministry training Jeff’s assignments have included placement at St. Joseph parish in Roseburg, Sacred Heart School in Gervais, assisting with the Rite of Christian Initiation of Adults at St. Joseph the Worker parish in Portland, Blanchet High School in Salem, St. Cecilia parish in Beaverton, St. Henry parish in Gresham, and St. John the Baptist parish in Milwaukie. Meeuwsen was ordained a deacon by Archbishop Vlazny in May 2006. He earned a Master of Arts degree and a Master of Divinity degree at Mount Angel Seminary in May 2007. |
That's his basic resume. However, if you want to get to know him a bit better, check out this link to watch him offer his vocation story to a confirmation class at his current parish of Sacred Heart in Medford.
On a personal note, I had the pleasure of being Fr. Jeff's supervisor when I was the parochial vicar at St. Joseph in Roseburg, and he was a new seminarian on a summer internship at our parish. At that time, he showed an incredible talent for preaching as well as an easy going demeanor which drew many parishioners to him. He is a simple person with a infectious laugh that puts people at ease.
I am very excited that he will be coming to our parish as my replacement. He will certainly carry on our mission and encourage many more to journey with the community of St. Anthony's. He has good Spanish skills and has a love for the youth. I know he wanted a parish with a school. While we don't have a parochial school, there are four Catholic grade schools nearby as well as his alma mater, Valley Catholic where he can offer his priestly service. This is an excellent choice for St. Anthony's and I am certain that Fr. Jeff will be received with open arms and loved!
July 1, 2009 is the official date for all new assignments. His coming to our parish makes me feel so much better about leaving. Thank you Jesus!
Welcome Fr. Jeff Meeuwsen!
May God bless you all!
Blessings,
Fr. William Holtzinger
Pastor
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Holy Easter!
Dear Parishioners,
Blessed Easter! Welcome all, guests and parishioners alike, who have decided to join us this Easter at our house of prayer. We strive to be a welcoming community of faith. At Easter, we proclaim and celebrate, once again, the most important moment in history: the Resurrection of Jesus Christ. All through Lent we had been focusing on prayer, fasting, and almsgiving. We should not stop such holy practices. However, today and throughout this season of Easter, we are called to focus our hearts in gratitude for this singular event that changed the course of history. Christ’s death and resurrection has also given us the forgiveness of our sins. In this vein, I extend my sincere apologies to all who have been injured by the Church. Please know that we are not a museum of saints, but a hospital of sinners. You are always welcome here.
I hope you take some time to enjoy the season by continually opening your heart to God. He is our true source of joy. In all of my seven years as pastor here, I have been speaking about conversion of heart. I truly believe that it is in our submission to God that we will turn from our sins and be given joy in return. This is not an intellectual pursuit. We can learn in our minds all we want, but if we do not have a deep abiding relationship with Christ first, our learning is for not. If you still find yourself seeking and wondering where God is in your life, take some time out each day, and directly ask the Holy Spirit to reveal himself to you. If you practice this daily, if you seek, you will find. Conversion before catechesis. Our faith is not just about ideas that stimulate the mind. It is fundamentally a celebration of Christ in our midst who wants to be with us in every moment of our day. If each of us during Easter were to thank God and invite him even more deeply in our hearts, we will simply not be the same. Then, we will have the thirst to learn. The mysteries of Easter are deep and potent. If you sense you are missing the joy that should be in your life, know that the Resurrected Christ can bring you that joy.
Easter is a time of renewal. May this Easter Season be a time to invite God, once again, to renew your heart, renew your mind, and give you the grace to love even more deeply than before. May his resurrection give you hope amidst this troubled world.
May God bless you all!
Blessings,
Fr. William Holtzinger
Pastor
Monday, March 30, 2009
Update: New Parish Assignment
Dear Parishioners,
Reassignment update: I am scheduled to be transfered to Grants Pass, home of St. Anne’s Church (www.stannechurch.com) and grade school with missions in Rogue River and Cave Junction. In addition, the parish is closely connect with St. Rita’s Retreat Center. While this assignment is unlikely to change, one never knows. There have been times when a last minute situation arose and a whole reshuffling of the cards was made. As promised, I will continue to let the community know developments as soon as possible. With any community, rumors can fly. So, I simply encourage you to follow my web site, (www.frbill.org) or my Twitter account (www.twitter/frbill66) for the most up-to-date information directly from me. I will, of course, continue to let everyone know via the parish bulletin and weekend Masses. However, there is a week’s lag time for those avenues. As a geek priest and in a desire for transparency, I will continue to use technology to keep connected in a timely way with as many people as possible.
I am quite overwhelmed at the magnitude of the new assignment, but trust that God will grant me the ability to do my best. I haven’t turned my heart much in the direction to the new parish, as I am still grieving the fact that I will be leaving St. Anthony’s. I am the kind of person who blooms where he is planted, and I trust that will be the same in Grants Pass. I’ve heard many wonderful things about the community. I ask that you pray for them as well as myself.
Regarding our new pastor, no decisions have been made. I imagine that it will take a while before it is settled since priests can change their minds late into the process. But, again, rest assured that I will let everyone know as soon as possible. Look towards the web links previously mentioned if you want to know the second it is public, or just keep your ears and eyes peeled at Mass and the parish bulletin. In the meanwhile, please keep our new pastor in your prayers. Pray for wisdom for those making the decisions at the Archdiocese. The personnel board is a wonderful group of people. I trust they will do the best they can.
Thank you all for your generous support. I am very moved by your shared sadness and prayers. But, may we all remember that God’s plans are bigger than our own. I’ve never been disappointed in God’s providence. Let us hope with confidence. Remember that as Lent begins to come to a close, the Church reminds us that we are ultimately Easter people, people who trust in God’s saving work through the resurrected Christ. With Jesus in our midst, we can have confidence in the plans about to unfold.
Blessings,
Fr. William HoltzngerPastor
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
New Parish Assignment Coming
Dear Parishioners,
On the weekend of March 14/15th, I announced at all the Masses that I had been given a new parish assignment that will be effective July 1. Since then, I have received a wonderful outpouring of love from all of you. Thank you so very much. The seven years I have been your shepherd have been truly wonderful! I love being a priest. I love being your pastor. I love the community of St. Anthony’s. Leaving will be one of the hardest things I have ever done. So, believe me when I say that I did not make this decision lightly.
Some questions have come forward about why I am leaving. Some have wondered if there were things going on in the parish that motivated my decision. The simple answer is no. The parish is alive and well. We have a great staff. The ministries have wonderful leaders. The sense of community is strong, and the involvement level is high. I have agreed to leave because I have been asked to go, the need is real, and ultimately I am not my own (cf. 1 Cor 6:19b). If I had a sense that we were in the midst of some turbulent problems, I would have made the case to the Archdiocese that a change should be postponed. But, we're not. I trust that St. Anthony’s will be given a pastor who will lead the community well. I have no personal desire to go, for I am very happy and comfortable here. I love you all. You have taught me so much about how to be a loving pastor. Yet, my heart tells me that it is the right thing to do.
I have been preaching since my first day here about the need for conversion of heart and conviction to follow Jesus wherever that may take us. This message is also for me. If I do not heed the words of my own preaching, what kind of priest would I be? I would certainly not be a man of integrity. I would be akin to a “noisy going or a clanging symbol” (1 Cor 13:1). My calling as a preacher would ultimately profit me nothing.
I do not know much about the path that lies before me, but maybe that’s part of the deal. If I have been called to imitate the one who leads us all, then I must follow in his footsteps no matter what. I desire holiness and joy, and I know that the only way to holiness and joy is through the cross. The wonderful thing is that I am not alone. I know that you join me in that journey.
I am not one to leave things unfinished. I am not one to run when things get tough. I pledge to continue shepherding with zeal until my last day. St. Anthony’s is a vibrant parish and is doing well. Remember that I am not St. Anthony’s. You, the community, are. In the 3.5 months that remain for me here, let us continue our journey together. May we keep our eyes fixed on Jesus. He is the rock of our salvation. He is our comforter. He is our all in all! Come Lord Jesus! (cf. Heb. 12:1-2, Ps. 95:1, Zech. 1:17, 1 Cor. 15:28, Rev. 22:20) Let us continue to celebrate his presence in our midst. He does not leave us alone.
Finally, please pray for me. Please pray for our staff. Please pray for our new, yet-to-be-chosen pastor. Pray that we will all continue on the road of conversion and conviction. May all we do, proclaim Christ crucified and risen.
Blessings in Christ,
Fr. William Holtzinger
Pastor
“I will call this to mind, as my reason to have hope: The favors of the LORD are not exhausted, his mercies are not spent; They are renewed each morning, so great is his faithfulness. My portion is the LORD, says my soul; therefore will I hope in him. (Lamentations 3:22-24)
Sunday, March 1, 2009
101 Spiritual Acts in a Culture of Scarcity
Catholic Hope
In this current climate of financial distress, many people find themselves worried to the point of despair, struggling to cope with the darkness that appears around them, unable to see beyond the ugliness of their situation, or simply worried to the point of preoccupation. There is no doubt that the economy is very bad. Yet, as Catholic Christians we are people of hope. That hope is not a saccharine-fake-feel-good thing. It is real. It is firm. Our ultimate hope is not found in the politicians whom we've elected nor in the comfort our bank accounts give us. Our true hope is found in Jesus and his abiding love, forgiveness, and salvation which he offers for us all. That’s our hope.
Moral Responsibility and the Loaves and Fishes
Recently, one of our wise and more senior members of our presbyterate wrote a reflection in in his parish's bulletin about how we could be individually responsible for the economic problem as well as the solution. Click this link to read the reflection of Monsignor Greg Moys on page two of his parish's bulletin. For those who have lost their jobs, we need to offer assistance. For those who have not been directly effected, the mentality of scarcity which results in hoarding is moral problem which may need re-evaluation.
The miracle of the loaves and fish may offer some help here. First of all, this event is recorded in all of the Gospel, something which most certainly speaks of its importance. But, some biblical scholars have offered an alternative interpretation of the event which shows another lens which begs a response. This alternative interpretation sees the initial problem of the shortage of food as due to selfish hoarding. The crowd had plenty amongst themselves, but the perception of scarcity made them hoard their food. Jesus' blessing over the known bread and fish broke the chains of sin in the hearts of the people. Their stony hearts were changed from selfish absorption to an openness to the concerns of others. Again, this is not a mainstream interpretation, but may offer some thoughts about what kind of sensibility we should have as Christians.
A scarcity mentality can darken our joy and blind us to the abundance that is before us. We need to break through the chains that captivate us in selfishness. Certainly, God is the first one whom we need to seek. In addition, we can do some spiritual and concrete things which will remind us of the joy which God wants us to have. Therefore, I would like to offer my list of 101 concrete ways to combat our culture of scarcity in which we now live. All these things, while seemingly small or even trivial, can be very spiritual and concrete actions that can help us from day to day. I am not endorsing any particular companies nor attempting to advertise any businesses, but simply referencing local ideas that may serve to help you discern how you may be able to accomplish some of these ideas. Maybe you can create your own 101 ideas and act on them.
101 Spiritual Acts in a Culture of Scarcity
1. Pray.
2. Pray.
3. Pray some more.
4. Read the Gospel of Mark
5. Vacuum the floor
6. Concentrate on paying off a debt (start with the smallest)
7. Clean the work bench in the garage
8. Take someone out for dinner
9. Get rid of clutter around a specific area
10. Turn off the evening news on television
Click here for the rest of the list
Blessings in Christ,
Fr. William Holtzinger
Pastor
Monday, February 23, 2009
Manga! Wait! Lent!
I write this reflection the day after the Italian Dinner and look back with gratitude. The dinner is the most labor-intensive and personnel demanding event we do. It is complicated and takes many many months for which to prepare. All that said, I believe Ed VanDyke, the chair of the dinner, did a fantastic job. With a smile and a chuckle, he continually met each new glitch or wrinkle with style. Thank you Ed! Sharon, his wife, also deserves to be thanked for her tireless work. She served as the chairperson for the Bazaar, but she wasn’t boxed in just to that area. Indeed, she was certainly Ed’s right-hand helper and encourager. Thank you Sharon! If you ask any former chairpersons, I think they would all be in agreement and amazement as to how Ed did it. Why? Just think about the other responsibilities he and his wife have: Their children, ten in all! Even Zachary, their youngest, was helping out. In fact, their teenagers, Hannah and Cassie and their boyfriends, were among the last leave that night. Thank you teens!! I also want to thank all those who gave of their time and talent to prepare, clean, cook, serve, manage the ticket sales, bus tables, offer entertainment, manage the money, secure advertising, take-down, clean-up, lock-up, transport, and so many other duties. There are too many names to mention. However, without the help of folks like Becky Pettit, Lani Vandehey, and Linda Wardenburg (just a few of the folks with the knowledge and expertise about the details), I don’t know if Ed and Sharon would have been so calm. Thank you doesn’t seem to be sufficient, but am so thankful! I am so proud to be part of this community.
I don’t have solid numbers, but the initial figures show that we may be real close to meeting our goal for income. Of course, as more details roll in and other expenses are accounted for, that may be offset. Be sure that we will make that information known to you as soon as we have solid figures to report. More importantly, I believe it is very safe to say that the Italian Dinner was a great friend-raiser. From parousing the surveys people turned in, they loved the food and enjoyed the company. I know I really enjoyed saying hello to everyone, especially those who gave of their time to serve that day.
At the end of the night, though tired we all were, I believe everyone left with a smile on their face. Whether that was from the knowledge of giving to such a good cause, meeting new and old friends, eating the food, or serving in some capacity, I believe we can all see this event, still, as something that demonstrates the welcoming community that we truly are.
Thank you all for making the Italian Dinner such a wonderful event. Thank you Ed and Sharon for your tireless work. May God bless you all!
Lent
Depending on when you read this, it is either almost Lent or Lent proper. Maybe it's even Shrove Tuesday (a.k.a. Mardi Gras), the day before Ash Wednesday. Lent is a time for prayer, fasting, and almsgiving. It's a time for us to re-connect with that which is most important. By these three activities, I believe, we can simplify our lives and open a door for God's grace in our hearts.
We live in difficult times, a serious time of economic struggle. But, Lent offers us an opportunity to re-order our values and remember where our true hope and joy comes from. Jesus Christ is our hope. He is our joy. No matter what befalls us, he is the one who suffered, died, and rose so we may be healed of our sins and enter into eternal life. In the days to follow, I will be creating a list of potential Lenten and not-so-lenten activities that we can consider. We may not be able to solve the financial ruin that has victimized so many, but we can do something to remind ourselves that with God's grace that can make a difference for ourselves and those around us.
May we all remember where true hope and joy come from. May this Lent be a gift that helps us enter into those realities. May Christ's passion and resurrection live more vibrantly in our hearts in the days ahead.
Blessings in Christ,
Fr. William Holtzinger
Pastor
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
A New Look for the New Year
If you frequent my web site, you will notice right away that my front page is in the process of getting a face-lift. This is due partly to the need for additional functionality as well as my desire to simply do something new. I'm a very settled kinda person, someone who doesn't make that many changes. My friends would tell you that I am a creature of habit and I'll bet you that if asked, they could even describe in detail what I normally buy when shopping for groceries.
I desire to make my web site more dynamic without having to always add new content via brute force. As I mentioned in my previous blog, I have been active in Facebook and Twitter. These two avenues of social networking allow me to extend my ability to communicate with parishioners, friends, and anyone else who may be curious about the goings on of a priest. As such, you will notice that the left tool bar now shows my Twitter status, a quick link to my Facebook account, links to my older blog postings, and other interesting items. Let me know what you think. It's taken me a while to break the web page in two columns for sheer esthetic reasons. But, that seems to be more and more popular. In addition, some of the icons now have a rounded and glossy look to them. All these changes show a move to a more Web 2.0 look to my web page.
Days Are Getting Longer
Earlier than ever, I've noticed the days getting longer. Maybe it's because we've experienced some more clear days and the clouds aren't obscuring the light, or maybe it's because I'm so eager to welcome to spring.
This year, daylight savings time begins on March 8th. Liturgically, the Church celebrates Christmas at the darkest time in order to contrast the light of Christ against the insipid darkness of sin which is so present in our lives. With the advent of Christ's birth, the light has dawned and we can begin to see again, sin's reign will soon come to an end. Today, the light reminds me of how much God's grace overwhelmingly conquers our sins. His love and presence warms my life.
The financial struggles so many people are experiencing can be like that darkness which obscures our hope. But, let us remember that Christ is our light, and in him is our total trust and hope. If you find yourself tempted to despair, just remember that the dark days of winter will most certainly end just as will sin. Thank you God for loving us even when we struggle, even when we doubt. You are the Savior and in you we trust!
Blessings in Christ,
Fr. William Holtzinger
Pastor
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
A Christmas Story & Communication
Christmas Beauty
Happy new year! This past Christmas will mark for me one that I will never forget. We experienced a "white Christmas" to the tune of some 12 to 18 inches deep! So many things were canceled. All our well made plans were downsized or simply didn't happen. But, that turned out to be a good thing. I hope that Christmases in the future can resemble the simplicity that I experienced. The snow brought a quiet to our little town and slowed everything. In a way, I think it was a good thing that some of us couldn't make our typical family gatherings. We had rethink what we were going to do and, in many cases, just stay home and stay warm. Consequently, our Christmas Masses were sparsely attended. I will attest that it was very dangerous to drive anywhere. So, I honor those who chose to be safe and stay home. I hope each were able to participate in the holiness of Christmas via TV, radio, or podcast. I know that the Vatican as well as EWTN broadcast Christmas Mass. Maybe you caught my own recording of Christmas Mass which I posted on my podcast (click here to listen). Having a simpler and more quiet Christmas was a blessing in so many ways. The falling of the snow reminded me of how God snows his grace gently upon us. I thoroughly loved the adventure as well. My dog wasn't so sure, however.
Christmas Struggle
One of the consequences of the lack of attendance was not only a scaled down series of Masses, but also a reduction in financial giving. Normally this wouldn't be of grand concern, except for the case that the month of December accounts for 14% of our annual budget. After adjusting for corrections that occurred in the first week of January (additional donations came in the first week of Jan. '09), we fell about ~$16,000 short of our expected income. That is a serious concern for any pastor. I know that our parishioners are generous. I've already witnessed the greatness of several families who made special gifts to the parish once they were made aware of this financial situation. Thank you! To all who gave around Christmas, especially those who made up their annual gift when they couldn't make it due to snow, I also want to thank you. I want to ask those who didn't make it to Mass during our winter storm and haven't made a Christmas gift to the community of St. Anthony's to consider doing so. We are in this together. It was once said to me that whenever the parish has made a request due to a need, the parish has stepped up in spades. I agree. Thank you all for your generosity to your faith community!
Geek Communication on the Internet
Often people ask me what I do. Sometimes, people think that priests work only one day a week! However, the reality is that I often work six days-a-week and even seven. The days can last from 6 hrs to 15 hrs long. I do not apologize nor am I seeking sympathy. I own my schedule and love what I do. The work of God is important and I am honored to be part of it as his priest. But in response to those who are curious about what a priest does and desiring to increase my communication with our parish and the community at large, I became active in the social network called Facebook in 2007(click here to read). To further my desire to extend my ability to communicate with others, I've also decided to begin using another technology called "Twitter." Twitter is a service on the internet that allows people to send short messages/updates about what they are doing to others. People can choose to follow specific people via the web or even their mobile devices such as
phones and PDA's. I am going to try to be more visible using these two mediums of communication. I don't know how it will all work out or if I will be able to be consistent in my use of Facebook and Twitter. But, if you wish to follow me in my daily journeys as a priest, you can do so by either checking my Twitter page or sign up with Facebook and request to be my friend (search on Facebook.com for William Holtzinger). Feel free to send me messages or comment on photos or whatever you like. For many, this use of technology is a serious invasion in their privacy, so they avoid it. I agree that it can be. But, each user is in control as to how much they share. I desire to maintain some privacy, but realize that transparency and openness are good ways to build community and evangelize. Think of it as a bunch of friends quickly sharing the latest news with each other. What's happening in your world? I'd love to know.
Blessings in Christ,
Fr. William Holtzinger
Pastor
Monday, December 22, 2008
One For The Records!
One for the Record Book
As I write this, there is over a foot of snow outside and we have experienced not only snow, but also freezing rain. That means that it will be quite a challenge to get around in the next couple days. Here in Northwest Oregon we typically experience some pretty moderate weather. But, this is one for the record books. It is now certain that we will have a white Christmas. I heard that this has been our worst winter storm in 40 years. We have canceled pretty much all our events but Mass and reconciliation. Thanks to Diana Wuertz, the web master of the parish web site, we have been truly up-to-date on other events, cancellations, and links for more information about related sites.
Instead of trying to describe the environment, I thought I'd just show you via some photos I took this past several days.
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News report on my dog, Gracie (Requires Quicklime Player)
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Main Road through Forest Grove (Notice Our Banner!)
| St. Anthony's after one of the big snows
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Can you believe that I still have hummingbirds?
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Now that's a lot of snow!
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The snow really made it tough for birds to get a drink
| The little beaver ornament is totally buried
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Blessings in Christ,
Fr. William Holtzinger
Pastor
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
"Tis' the Season"
Holiday Bazaar
A big thank you needs to be given to Angela Jones and Kristen McDowell who lead the way for this year's Holiday Bazaar. You ladies were a true joy and example of what I love so much about St. Anthony's. It was a wonderful time to see the different hand-made craft items that people from all over have created. A big thank you needs to be given to all the supporting staff of volunteers who did advertising, food, moving of furniture, and much more. A special thank you needs to be given to all the teens who showed up to help in the various ways that you did. You are an inspiration to us all!
Walking around the hall, I heard much laughing and joyful conversation. The vendors who came were clearly people who poured their hearts into their crafts. They are a sign to us of the beauty of God and his creative action amongst us. In speaking to the vendors, they were very pleased with the kindness and love St. Anthony's demonstrated to them. Good job everyone! Thank you!
Tis' the Season
Tis' the season to be jolly... not jolly in a saccharine-pollyannish kind of way. I mean true joy, good humor, and high spirit. The etymology of the word "jolly" can be also be connected with the Latin root, gaudere which means "to rejoice." If you are up on your liturgical facts, the third Sunday in Advent is Gaudete Sunday, a time to more fully express our joy for all that has been given to us by God. So for sure the time is upon us. It is a time for giving and thanksgiving. Yes, there are economic woes around us in our country, but what do you choose? I choose to let this season remind me of what is most important. I choose to see the big picture while helping those in need. Christ has conquered death and his gift of salvation is where I invest my hope and joy.
Thanksgiving
As of this writing, Thanksgiving is just a couple days away. So, if you are reading this prior to Thanksgiving, please receive my blessings and hopes for a time to recreate with God and family. If you are reading this after Thanksgiving, I hope you all had a restful day. I hope you didn't have to wake up too early for that bargain at the local store. I pray that you had ample time to catch up with your relatives and friends.
Advent
Now we are in the beginning of Advent, a time to prepare for Christmas, one of our greatest celebrations next to Easter. Advent is a time to prepare. We are being called by the Church to remember the miracle of Christ's first coming to us in a poverty only to conquer sin and death. It is also a time for us to prepare for the Second Coming which is a certainty, though the day is unknown. But the Church guides us so that we do not become lax in our waiting. Please make an effort to stay focused on the things that matter most. Be cautious of being caught up in the materialism of this time and the financial woes of the economy. Remember where our true hope is and who is our all in all (cf. 1 Cor. 15:28). Advent is a time of penance and joy. Penance, for we all need to constantly seek reconciliation lest we be found unprepared on the Day of the Lord (cf. 1 Thes. 5:2). Joy, for the incarnation is a reality that shows us the way (cf. Matt. 2:10). Please take time to prepare in a purposeful way. Mark your calendar to join in our parish's communal reconciliation service scheduled for Dec. 18th at 7pm. If that day and time does not work, keep your eyes peeled for the schedule for our area vicariate parish schedules. God bless you all and have a blessed Advent!
Offertory Program Update
Thank you for all who participated in the in-pew process of our Offertory Program. We will soon be sending out letters to those who did not participate for what ever reasons such as being home-bound or away with relatives. Again, the goal is to encourage as much participation as possible. Once we have entered all the data in our computer, we will be sending out a confirmation letter informing you of what we understand to be your financial commitment. It is an opportunity to double-check our data so as to maintain the most accurate information possible. If you signed up to begin giving electronically, we will also be sending you a form to fill out and return with a canceled check. As the time and talent data is also entered, you should expect a phone call from each of our ministers to thank you for your willingness to volunteer and to see how we can best help you discern your gifts for that given ministry.
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Blessings in Christ,
Fr. William Holtzinger
Pastor
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Doing Our Part
Missionary in Ecuador
Many people, at sometime in their lives, dream of going to a far off land and being a missionary of some sort. Well, just over a month ago, a friend, Fr. Heiko (German for Hank or Henry) Junge, left the comforts of Oregon for the challenges of the Missionary Society of St. James who do work in Peru, Bolivia, and Ecuador. At first, I figured that I would not hear from him for a long time. Yet, soon after he arrived in Ecuador, I received a phone call from him with a report of what was going on as well as some computer assistance. I was happy to help out. I don't think I've ever debugged a computer from so far away! Fr. Heiko has been frequently updating his web page which he established prior to his leaving. I encourage you to check it out: www.heikomission.com.
Fr. Heiko has committed to working in South A
merica for a period of five years during which he will return to the states to seek out assistance through missionary appeals as well as take some time off. He may very well be the geekiest missionary in the society. As you can see from the photos here that he will be working amidst dirt-floor houses and offering the sacraments where possible. It has already been proving to be a real paradigm shift for Fr. Heiko compared to here in the states. Again, go to his web site to learn more about what he is doing and how he is reacting to the people and events that present themselves. You can also e-mail him with your well wishes. You can get his e-mail address from his web page.
Fundraising & Friend-raising
For many parishes, ours included, fundraising is a necessity. It is very difficult to create and implement a fundraiser. From finding volunteers to seeking out people to come the the event, fundraising can even burn people out very quickly. In fact, not all fundraisers hit their goal and raise money. Sometimes, when poorly managed, they can even spin out of control and end up costing more than they make. That's the worst case scenario. Fortunately, we can brag that we take to heart the purpose and plan of each fundraiser seriously. I am very proud of all those who have worked so hard in the recent months at our various fundraising events.
Our annual Rummage Sale was a big hit. People were very impressed at how nice everything looked. It was a labor of love by the volunteers, and I am so thankful for their care in making it a quality event. Just a few weeks ago, both our Anglo and Hispanic communities came together to offer our eigth annual Mexican Dinner. The food was excellent and it was even better organized than ever before. This, again, is due to the wonderful dedication and heart of all those who planned and worked so hard to make it a success. Even more recently, we held our annual auction which hit its goal financial target plus a little more. Again, that is due to the amazing dedication of parishioners as well as those who generously participated in the auction itself.
At each of of these events, parishioners banned together and worked for a common cause. I think they all had fun and grew closer as a community. These were not only good fundraisers, but also "friend-raisers." St. Anthony's is an amazing community dedicated to growing in faith together. This is one of the things that has impressed me the most since coming to St. Anthony's six years ago (Nov. 1 is the official 6th anniversary). Being part of a parish isn't just about coming to Mass or even volunteering to serve somewhere. Being part of a parish also means building relationships, bonds of love that help us, enliven us, and even challenge us to be more like Christ. It is a family of sorts. We are not meant to be alone. Our parish is one avenue that helps us to know that we are together in this thing called life. Let us lean on each other, confident that God is in control.
Offertory Program - Time, Talent, Treasure, & Tradition
In the coming weeks, we will be beginning the process of our annual Offertory Program which involves prayerful reflection on the part of all parishioners. The calendar of events is below. It is important that we all participate at whatever level we can. Participation is the most important aspect of the Offertory Program. It is even more important than how much a few give financially. In my homily of Oct. 18/19, 2008, we were all challenged to think about the gifts we have been given by God. The main question was, "What is not God's?" The answer is that everything we have is a gift from God. Not only our possessions and money, but our talents as well. Knowing that, we embark, once again, to reflect on how we can give back something to God in appreciation for all that he has done for us. So, begin now thinking and praying about how you can give back to God something of your time, talent, and treasure. In addition to that common reflection, this year I would like us all to ponder on how each of us can share our tradition as well. Our faith is not something that is to be kept to ourselves. It is something to be shared. Is there some way you can share your Catholic faith with others? I would like us each to think about that and make a plan to consider inviting people to Mass or some event that will happen this year at the parish. Maybe instead of bringing them to St. Anthony's, you might consider going to visit them where they are, bringing a heart of faith and love to their home. Maybe it is a commitment to be especially kind to the people at the grocery store or gas station. Maybe it would involve making a commitment to call someone each week to talk about the good things of the faith or encouraging someone who is down. Sharing our tradition can be done in so many ways.
Each year poses its new challenges, and each year we need to ponder on how to balance out those challenges so that we can maintain our commitments. The Offertory Program is intended to help you make that commitment based on your reflections. Each year we ask parishioners to consider the state of things in their lives in a one year snapshot. How has God blessed you? What has changed? Given that, each of are then being asked to decide how much we can commit financially to the parish. Should you increase your weekly giving? Should you decrease your weekly giving? Should you stay the same? This is a hard question for many to make given the economic situation we all live in. Our faith challenges us to give to God first and not just give our leftovers. One way of doing that is to consider your financial stewardship to the parish before bill paying. Another is to consider using our very successful ACH program where the amount you have committed to giving is automatically withdrawn from your bank account. I do this, and it helps me to know that I will meet my commitment because I have set up a system to do it. It is not something that I hope I'll get around to, nor is it something that becomes an heavy burden. Automatic withdrawal is the normative way I deal with all my bills. Using that system, I have less stress in my life as well as confidence that I am meeting my commitments.
So that you will know what is coming up, here is our Offertory Program calendar:
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Please begin your prayerful discernment as to how you will participate in the life of St. Anthony's. If you have any questions, you can contact me or John Moore, this year's coordinator for the Offertory Program. Thank you for all you do. It is a privilege to be your pastor.
Blessings in Christ,
Fr. William Holtzinger
Pastor
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Fr. Astronomer
A Hobby for the Heavens
Often people ask me what I enjoy doing for a hobby. Well, first I'm a geek and I love to do podcasts, manage my web site, go camping, and much more. But one hobby has a lot of relevance to me as a priest. That hobby? Astronomy. I'm a member of the Rose City Astronomers and I love to peer into the heavens with my 14.5" dobsonian reflector (below). Each summer I love to travel out to the Ochoco National Forest to join some 700 other amateur astronomers and gaze heavenward to view things that simply take my breath away. So how does astronomy connect with being a priest? Well, astronomy offers me a way to directly connect with how big God's creation is and how small I am. Yet, in spite of the radically disproportionate sizes of these two creations, God still loves me with an infinite love.
But, what is the Catholic Church doing meddling in astronomy? Haven't we learned our lesson from the Galileo debacle? The answer to these questions are, simply, we are doing amazing work in astronomy and Galileo has helped us learn about the political pitfalls that can happen when religion and science mix. Today, we are more eager than ever to learn how both faith and science harmonize. It also is a dramatic way to literally view history unfold. For example, when I see a celestial object that is 25 light-years away, that means I am seeing that object as it was 25 years ago. Now imagine seeing an object that is 2000 light-years away! I would be seeing existence as it was when Jesus walked the earth.
Catholics in Astronomy
Many priests are professional astronomers. Indeed, it was a priest who was the first to posit what is now called the "big bang" (Can you say Fr. Georges-Henri Lemaitre?). In fact, the father of astrophysics is a Jesuit, Fr. Angelo Secchi. The Vatican even owns and operates two major observatories, one at Castle Gondolfo, Italy and the other in Tucson, Arizona. In a nearby parish in Porltand, St. Agatha, a group of Catholics meet monthly to discuss Astronomy. They also use the internet to speak to Fr. Chris Corbally, S.J. who is the director of the Vatican Observatory. When ever the topic of Galileo comes up, it is the Church who always gets the black eye, so-to-speak. The Vatican Observatory has spent no small amount of energy reflecting on the universe and the theories of Galileo. Check out the publications about it by clicking here. In 2000, Guy Consolmagno, S.J. published a popular book describing the adventures of being a Vatican scientist entitled, "Brother Astronomer." The science of astronomy helps us know more about the creation that God has made. It reminds us that God is more than big and more than powerful. Imagine if we found intelligent life beyond our solar system. What would that mean for us as faithful Christians?
Star Party Ho!
Earlier I mentioned that each summer I travel to the Ochoco National Forest east of Bend, OR to join hundreds of others stargazing. Each year, that event, the Oregon Star Party, offers me a chance to stay up all night and quietly observe objects that I simply cannot see from my home with all its light pollution. The location is actually called Indian Trail Spring, and it is in the middle of nowhere. But, it has some wonderfully dark skies through which I can gaze upon objects that are millions of light years away. At the OSP, people bring some of the largest personally owned telescopes in the world. The great part is that many of these folks just love to let others peer through their scope. Exclamations such as "Wow" or "You've gotta see this!" are not uncommon. So I look forward to this summer's big event on Aug. 27th through Aug. 31st. My goal is to catalog as many galaxies I can. Another is to drink as much hot chocolate that I can in order to keep warm during the cold nights and help me stay awake in order to maximize my viewing opportunities. This year will be my fourth OSP and my second with my Chalet Aspen trailer. Since the event is so remote, it is important to be prepared. Bringing the Chalet is a real comfort, especially on cold or rainy nights. OSP is just a week away as of this writing. I can't wait. Astronomy is a prayerful and awe-inspiring experience.
If you are a budding amateur astronomer or are just curious, I recommend two books: Secrets of the Night Sky by Bob Berman and Night Watch by Terence Dickinson. Be careful, as you may be tempted to go out a buy a telescope. So let me offer you a bit of advice. Before you go out and plot down some hard earned cash for a new scope, first try using binoculars. It's amazing the things one can see with a simple pair of 10X50 binoculars. There are tons of things one can see wihout the aid of a telescope let alone binoculars. Inded, there's lots to behold by just looking up. For example, the International Space Station is a wonderful object to find when it passes overhead. One can determine when its visible by going to the NASA web site for the ISS. It's Summer. Next dark night, go lay out on your lawn and just gaze heavenward. You might just discover something new! You might even perceive God's presence in his handiwork. Afterall, the Scriptures tell us that "the heavens proclaim the glory of God" (Psalm 19:2).
Blessings in Christ,
Fr. William Holtzinger
Pastor